I saw a few posts in the topic about tye newspaper saying that ppl need me in the ET but what I feel is that Im not deserving of it, what I have done in the past few days and weeks was that I didn't work that much.
I think that In all the events that I have put in the calendar since I am EC till now, I did like 7 or 8 and I only hosted/went to 1 and thats is terrible... What person am I if I apply for council and then I don't work. I don't realy desearve the position I am in.
I was supposed to host a event yesterday night and I didn't did it because I got unexpected guests in my house and I had to leave the computer but the truth is that it isn't much different from the other times, were I forgot about the events I was suppose to host.
After last night I kept thinking that I should realy be in this position.
ppl say I'm needed in the events team but till now what I have do it's not much I only took care of some topics about events, I edited some to help... I closed some old topics. Nothing more so I don't realy think ppl need me in the events team.
I don't know if I should keep here as I am right now or if I should change team or if I should just be a normal member.
It's up to you.....
